昨晚去了Cornell看了传说中的“未删节版”《色戒》，零乱的记录下内心的感受：

 

~电影很细致，估计在场的洋鬼子们很多细节是不能理解的。

~梁朝伟如果没有用替身的话，那他真是很大胆，已经突破他以前的所有电影形象

~汤维被我评价为没有长相没有身材但是眼这个角色再匹配不过的了

~影片一开始在上海打麻将的时候易太太已经知道麦太太和他的部长老公的事情了

~总结起来王佳智是一个非常职业的女孩子

~大家都是为了革命牺牲爱情

~“三年前你就可以这样，但是你为什么不”

~最后王佳智也不知道自己是在戏里去爱易先生还是这一切都是真的

~感觉像《不留》，“我把心给了你，把身体给了他”

~又感觉不像，不知道王佳智的心在哪里，也许她也不知道

~所有到会有面都已经模糊了，王和易都愿意相信是真的，但是却不能相信

~于是觉得易在飞奔跳进汽车的样子很搞笑，但很少人注意到王对易说了两次“赶快走”，因为他开始也不相信

~易先生是一个在没落，压抑的角色中宣泄暴力，处于失败的边缘但是有极力反攻的人，那段日本音乐配他刚刚好

~看到后面想起了《本能》，大家一开始都心知肚明，到最后反而不知道了

~听见里面的上海话很亲切

~40年代的印度人就是来上海指挥交通的…

~觉得他们住的房子就是现在乌鲁木齐南路的感觉，或者是重庆南路

~导演用镜头用的很好，把能暴露的都给观众看了，不能暴露的都隐含了起来

~梁朝伟有点瘦，而且拍这样的片子真的老了

~个人认为评为3级有些过，顶多2B-，三个出彩的场景加起来10多分钟而已

~如果你看得是删节版可能不能完全看到男女主人公的性格，尤其是男主人公

~8：10分出发开车到Ithaca，没能欣赏夜色中的Cornell

~Cornell很好，感觉还在19世纪的欧洲田园般，我们开车飞奔在一座座小山之间

~看电影时大家在讨论看前面一场的认识的男生女生是如何坐位子的，排列组合了一大堆答案

~不明白为什么会在Ithaca这个只有5万人口的小镇放映而不在我们市放映

~2小时45分钟的电影，2：00到家，嗓子很疼，睡下了

 

我也不知道该写什么，剩下的帮我添上吧…

 

I woke up early the day I died

The sun never seemed to me so bright

The son of the heaven that's dancing inside my eyes

Watching sea eagle fly and time stay still

And then paint the pavement red and sky turns blue

I thought be you only you

In the darkness you were come

Dry my tears and rescure me

From the plastic cup and defaces

My Shangai kid and my one the only

For you I wait only God can stop me

One day, Mum asked me that how about XXX? I said nothings new, she vanished for a long time. It seems that every since I arrived in this capitalized world, all of the socialistic friends disappeared... Maybe only those who keeps remembering things feel lonely, since they always recalls wonderful moments in the past. But those who tend to forget things always get happy.

Occationally, I think of you during chatting with my friend. I don't know why. Maybe I survive for some stupid assumption that what if I spent more time with you and came back to Kunming 5 years ago instead of going New Oriental... What if I followed friends advice to chase you.... I don't konw. I think you are wonderful, sometimes closed to me sometimes far away, sometimes independent sometimes like a ketty. However, I always recall you image in my mind, not becasue of the sense of occupation but the feeling of watching you go and enjoy every step of you life and helping you when you need, carrying you when you are weak. Frankly, New Oriental has ruined alot of my beautiful time. If some of you want to go to US and want to study in NOS, forget it. If you happen to read this blog and the person I mention is exactly you, that is to say we will meet at the other side of the earth!           -- Lonely Kelvin

Something wrong with my Chinese input. Bought alot of cosmetics, and got alot of free samples. Unfortunately, most samples are women makeup... No girl to give, so stock, for Mum, maybe. Went horse ridding, tired... see my new upload pictures. Tell me my photographing skills get better!

被老美剪了一个巨傻的头。难看起了，在国内一辈子都没有留过这么难看头。老美理发真是没有一点艺术细胞，5分钟，就像剪羊毛一样就把我搞定了。这几天只能戴帽子戴墨镜出行，见到我也当作不认识，不要叫我名字。

 

想想也算了，长得好看难看也没什么区别，难看就难看点了.....反正都.....